I lasted 15 days

I lasted fifteen days of counting points until I crashed and burned tonight. I had 22 points(c) left when the girly calls me up at 5, causing me to leave work. I was really burned out and I knew that I wasn't going to get anymore work done so I left. We went to the Penny Farthing, a kick-ass English pub down the street from me and I had a beer (probably six points) and a penny burger (beef, cheese, bacon, condiments, and your typical burger veggies). I had the waitress substitute a side salad for fries.

But it didn't end there. I was good until I got a little stressed a few hours ago. I had some Healthy Choice fudge pops (1 point each), a twinkie, the rest of the champagne from New Years, some OJ, and about a quarter-tube of Pringles. So yeah, I slipped up and took it to the max.

And then my friend with a Guy-Fieri fetish sends me this link, which makes me drool for more fucking food:

This is what Dragon Ball Z would look like with a thyroid problem.

In counting points, I lost about 8 pounds, which is good, but god damn staying on target is hard. Tomorrow is a new day and I should start anew.

Oh, and the rest of that bottle of champagne... it crept up on me. So this was a semi-drunk rant.

Edit: in case you're wondering, I got my MSW application in on time. That paper was a bitch but for whatever reason, I didn't stress out enough to fall off the wagon.

Edit 2: This is for Brownie

I literally barfed in my mouth at 1:47. I wonder if this is a look at how fucker eats kitty.

Sunshine

Today's check-in:

It was good to have four days off. It was even better to be driving to work with what felt like sunshine on my shoulders. The four day break was good and I got a lot of stuff done. Not nearly enough, though. I still need to write this autobiographical statement.

My eating was good today, too. I'm proud of myself. My eating has primarily consisted of brew coffee and oatmeal for breakfast, a salad and Smartone's entree for lunch, and then I had some dumplings, more salad, and coffee for dinner. In between, I hit up sbux and got one of their tea infusions (it was supposed to be free due to buying a pound of coffee with my registered sbux card but I didn't get the discount). I didn't like this new drink and was expecting something with way more corn syrup than I got.

I did some snacking, consisting of bananas, the Weight Watcher cakes, and these delicious fudge pops that went on sale at Costco. I stuck within my points and I still have 1.5 left, which I am going to "spend" on Jell-O.

Overall, it's been a good day. Tomorrow's going to be hectic and I hope to get a lot of stuff done.

iPhone and Me

As many of you know, I love my iPhone. 

I have touched it more than I have ever touched my ding-dong.

Anyways, I love this thing because of some of the apps that help me organize aspects of my life. Other apps help me to get information that I need, quickly.

Today, I want to talk about FoodScore [iTunes - $4] by Bizmosis

Take most of your favorite national-chain restaurants that you frequent and most of them are covered here. The database has about 147 restaurants, some of which are exclusive to the east coast and mid-west. [tangent: we need a Dunkin Donuts out here]. The people who put this up pretty much have taken the guesswork out of determining the score (ahem) of your food. Some of the restaurants I have saved on my favorites are Chipotle Mexican Grill, Chevy's, El Pollo Loco, In-N-Out Burger, Starbucks, and Wendy's. A complete listing can be found here (just clicked on it and they say that CPK is on the way!)

It seems that Chipotle doesn't want to be a part of my life lately.

The practical use of this application is not to bust it out during meal-time at the restaurant, but for pre-game planning to determine what you will probably want to eat when you get there. I don't know how many icy stares I've gotten when playing with my phone during meal time. If I know that I am going out to Olive Garden, it's good pre-game to know that a breadstick has a value of 3, so that I can indulge, yet limit myself. 

Cool thing about it that I like is that the database has the ability to update via the download feature on the application. Apparently the last update was in late December 2008.

The downside to this application is that not everything is listed. As a Starbucks lover, this can be a little hectic because the application is not going to list a "Venti Iced Soy Latte with Extra Caramel Sauce" which has a *score* of 8. They're constantly changing their drinks. They released some sort of tea infusion drink this week. That's not on the application, although Starbucks does update their nutritional information as fast as they release their drinks so you can determine the POINTS(C) of most their drinks by going to their website. Other restaurants like In-N-Out don't have a 100% complete listing (Animal Style Fries!?). 

Also, it seems as if your miles may vary depending on restaurant and geography. BJ's Brewpub and El Toritos are two west coast restaurants that have not hit their radar. It also seems as if restaurants with extensive menus have many things omitted... which is to be expected if you have ever been to a restaurant that has a menu with more than five pages worth of listings.

Originally, when I bought this application, it was called FoodPoints, but then WW went all kinds berserk and pulled it. Somehow they managed to copyright the word "points" (which is why I always follow it with a (c) upon any mention on my blog so that they don't get off their walkers, call up their lawyers and have this blog shut down). Anyways, I had bought the previous version (which was pulled) and it wasn't updating. Bizmosis quickly resolved it by getting me a copy of the application in its newest incarnation. I appreciated them resolving it.

This application gets the Iggy seal of approval for it's ease of use for reference. I use it all the time when I feel like getting fast food and saves me time for not having to check websites for nutritional information.

Open Wide Lament

Okay, so here's a brief intro.

Today's weigh-in looks like:

Food at the moment looks like:

(I ate more than this, but these are the last items I've eaten that appear on the screen shot. The POINTS(c) are correct) [tangent: version 2.2 of the iPhone firmware totally killed the kick-ass WW application that Park East had to pull. I downloaded iLog It [iTunes] and it's almost just as sweet]

I didn't exercise today, although I logged three points for two hours worth of shopping/standing-in-line-at-little-Tijuana-also-known-as-Wal-Mart-and-Costco.

Right now, I'm in an okay place. [Tangent:]I'm one frenetic motherfucker, which is why I prefer drinking over smoking. Drinking brings me down. I'm high strung and weed, for whatever reason, always fucks up my head and I always feel like I have lost control with being high on top of me being high strung.

Anyways, I'm in an okay place but I am worried. This stupid grad school application... I'm almost done with it... probably putting in 8 more hours of work and I'm done. For better or for worse, this is going to fuck up my life for the next few years. For better, if I get in it's an opportunity for me to grow in my career and eventually settle for the pay that I want and deserve. For worse, I'm putting all my eggs in one basket and if I don't get in, it's going to mess with me. One good thing about getting rejected will be that I have other schools to consider next year.

A few months back, I applied for this position and I totally got railroaded and feel as if I was not being giving a fair opportunity to be considered for the job. I took that rejection pretty hard and I really don't want to be feeling like that if I get a negative response from applying. 

I'm worried about moving in with my girlfriend. It's going to happen this year. The last time I moved in with a girl I loved, it did not go well. Not. One. Bit. (Thank you, Joker). So anyways, what better way to solidify this whole "Marriage Trial Run" thing than to do it in the midst of an intensive graduate school program. I mention that wretched M-word because I see a future with my girl.

Anyways, that's one of many things on my mind. How this relates to this blog is because I'm lightly stressed. Thankfully, I'm not stress eating, which is surprising. I'm gonna go get a starbucks before they close to perk up... yeah, that sounds about right.

Rejuvination

Today is the day I restart everything... again... for (it seems like) the 10th time since I went astray.

But it's okay.

Yesterday, I was checking out this 99 cent app for my iPhone called WeightBot [iTunes] and I decided to play around with it.

In my complacency of checking my weight every day or so, somehow it all went by the wayside. So when I got on the scale, this is the number that I saw:

Today's "weigh in" was a pound less, but still... I'm not freaking out but I am determined to do something about it. [Editor's note: This is not a New Year's resolution... I hate being cliche. ]

So thankfully, I have some Smartones and frozen vegetables in the freezer and nothing too sabotage-y in my fridge right now. Today, Friday, I am going to start counting my POINTS(c) again. I need to get down to 3 hundo because this is fucking lame.

On the positive side, I haven't drank beer in a while, although I got all kinds of crunk for New Year's Eve... So yeah, eating and exercising... we'll see how it goes. So long as I get my eating down, I'll be okay. I am not going to go apeshit and go all out on the exercising - I know it'll burn me out.

I just gotta decide what my first meal is going to be.